I don't think we can be friends anymore...

To the one I love...
I don't think we can be friends anymore. The love that we once shared is gone, the feelings I once had for you have been trampled on, and the life I hoped to share with you has been manipulated beyond recognition. You ask 'what can I do to make you feel better?' And the answer is - nothing - you have contributed enough to the way things are, thankyou anyway. Now I don't even know if I am going to get better. Do you think you could get better after being hurt like this? What do I need to do to show you how much it hurts? What made it ok to do such a thing? Maybe it is better for you too, if we aren't friends anymore, but maybe it is just me. Whatever happens, I want you to know that it is your fault, and whatever excuses you can come up with would never warrant your behaviour. And so, here ends our friendship. I wish you all the best with your life, and until I build up the courage to tell you this, I will say 'I love you' when you ask, but it will never mean the same thing to me as it did before. Don't question my tears or my answers, for you don't know what is going through my head or my heart, and please don't ask me what I am thinking or why I am crying, because chances are - I don't know either.
Until next time...